if nothing goes wrong you'll be last,
thanks for stepping in.

whether i am here or not,
it doesn't make a difference now.

didn't know how things will turn out.
its not the first time.
i don't want to hurt again.

i just like this song!



do you think you can really dance? do you? really?
MJ is legend.

this is what my lecture is like. watching videos like this..

but i found this not bad too:

i had not been go home after lessons.
i would just go anywhere, really.
went off to waraku to eat dinner with alex and gang.
after that walked over to have afternoon tea/coffee at taka.
ok that place is kinda ex and i don't really think its execptionally great.
then alex, ailing and mabel went off to meet their frens.
so the leftovers went to ps to see if we could catch any movies.
i didn't want to watch 50deadmanwalking. it definitely doesn't appeal to me.
so we went over to mind's cafe to have a game or two.
the two ladies where first timers so they are new to the games there, so we got the person to intro us some games.
then i ran off at 6plus to meet my ex poly classmates.



ITS BEEN A LONG TIME we have a gathering like this.
so everyone is like so happy and chatty when we see each other.
we stood just outside the mos burger for 1 hour chatting while waiting for the latecomers as usual.
then rudy and yw brought us to a so called turkish/middle east feast.
it was located somewhere in the middle of arab street.
i think the place is quite nice. sofa seats, cooling fans, and we have our private room.

on the table we played on the iphones, htc phones, blackberry phones, and whatever that is touch screen that they are holding on.

then we all ordered the 25 dollar set meal.
item1 starter soup:
it comes with a mushroom soup with loads of mushrooms.
item2 main dish:
for me i selected steak with potatoes which i feel that they gave quite a big portion.
other main dishes my frens ordered includes seafood platter, skewers set, norwegian salmon.
item3 drinks:
hibiscus drink! (LOL the brave officer ordered it!) still got mango/banana shakes, etc.
item4 dips:
naan lookalike dough + garlic bread + 2 dishes of very special sauce which is very nice!
item5 dessert:
choice of ice cream and other 2 kinds of middle east cakes and pastry

after getting so full, we sat down and continued our chats. we never stopped talking. we had more desserts at ah chew desserts before we went back home.

so this is what these people are up to:

rudy!
he is like the 1st time joining our gatherings. so what have he been up to? he is now a teacher in a primary school. omg omg omg is what we had in our minds. how could a "yellow-minded" guy like him ended up teaching kids. and after hearing his stories its like, that is so rudy!

yao guang (rated most interesting update)
owner of a western food stall in a secondary school! OMG! nobody ever thought of this happening! hearing how he started his business. quite a success. he said his sales increased from 100 daily to 300 daily till date! cool!

lyanna
she is organising lots of plays in the esplanade! so interesting eh? from searching dancers/performers from other countries and inviting them to perform in our country and doing marketing to attract locals to see those plays. amazing.

as for the rest, they are still as great as ever.

oh ya. justin! he has got his 2nd baby coming to this dying planet in october! POWERFUL guy. LOL.

i really wonder what would life be after i graduate.

oh today i went for a swim.

the nightmare i had a few days back is still tormenting me.
pukes.

eh. want to watch harry potter!

god, i havent blogged for so long!

today went back to school for project meeting.
it was rather a short one.
after that tried to call wj but couldnt reach him.
then qingyi and nick asked me to go town tgr to grab a bite.
they brought me to a pub near forum to try out the fried rice and honey wings but it was not opened on weds.
so we walked to far east and settled down at subway.
sleepy-looking nick went back home shorty after lunch as he looks damn sleepy, always.
then went shopping with qy at fareast looking for her black jacket and ribbon ribbon stuff.
she wanted to get the pair of heels from mango. she said it was on sale, but i see the tag its still 69.90. lol. not really 'on sale' to me!
then we sat in lido chat on lame things waiting for wj to make his way down before she went home.
then we 2 'lan xiong lan di', went to eat pork chop rice for dinner and headed town walk walk, went paragon.
i ate 2 ice creams! one in cup and one in bread.
bloated and no where to go, we headed home.
that ends the day.

i need a mend.

it was my second day of school.
realised that zsm in my lecture.
had a little chat with alex.
everything was so routine.

headed back to westmall to collect a postal at level 5.
it was my laptop coming in on the 13th.
saw a promoter i met in suntec promoting at the tent area.
bought a shower cream at the sales area. things there were really cheap.
reached home, switched on my coms.

it was evening when my dad came back.
i inflated the wheels of my bike and cycled back to aunt's house.
along the road was constructions and contructions.
my aunt was so happy to see me.
she immediately warmed the dishes kept in the fridge for me.
it was corn and pork ribs soup.
one warm pan-fried egg with soy sauce.
steamed egg with meat.
simple meal with the same taste 10 years ago.
chatted with mingwei while he was doing his homework.
watched a hokkien show with the family.
aunt secretly passed me $100 bucks.
she knew uncle would make noise if he knew.
i didn't want to take it.
but i knew she wanted me to have it.
sitting on the couch i felt so much at home.
the same old home i used to live for 19 years.
trying to pull back my emotions; i really missed this place.
the place i learnt my morals. the place i grew up in.
i left at 9, saying byebye to my aunt while she stood at the doorsteps seeing me cycle away.

i loved the view of my aunt house. its like seeing the world.
i still remembered i used to spend the day just by looking out in the skies.
cycling back the toh guan route. passed by the same route i took to the basketball court.
i feel like i was 17 again. the same feeling i had everytime i walk towards that direction.
the basketball court was empty.
but i could picture the regular crowd making noises in there.
passed base 1 and base 2.
saw that the open hard court near base 3 finally turned into a badminton court.
it was pretty crowded.
passed by broadway kopitiam.
saw the hottest chick on wholivesnearyou.com (jurongeast) jogging with his boyfriend.

reached home i have the "back to the present" feeling.
in this house i could only do 4 things.
face my food, face the com, face the walls, face the bed.
things a little changed for me now.
like benjamin buttons said:
start all over again.

back from genting on tuesday late night. it was a 3day 3night trip.
genting was fun. tiring. fun.
we kept eating but we keep turning hungry.
xing is the man. he's the birthday boy. he is sam.
lots of pictures coming up i guess.

school's started today.
its good to be back in the lecture hall full of people. seeing so many friends.
i want my last year of school life to be memorable.

"the leap"