lyn called me today. she was working at then, called to disturb people only.
the way she couldn't control her laughter, was really haha.. funny.

my mum came home today too. she bought me a pan! wooh..
so evening went to buy some food back to cook my own dinner.
its been a long time since i had a meal cooked in my house.
but somehow the things i bought, are always the same.
the way i cook, is always the same.
and the taste, remains the same.
it didn't ring a bell until i talked to her.
it didn't ring a bell until i got to see her blog entry.
she made me realise why i had bought those food, cooked those things and liked eating them.
she reminded me, of her.

i talked to ling about this. she said this is called memory. she told me its hard to erase, that i could only keep it. if i ever think back, for sure i will have an heartache.

i did.