no its not pain.
but when i see it, my heart feels that it is.
its been dripping, the bubbles can grow huge.
i couldn't stay out of house for too long or too far, didn't want anyone to see it.
i m scared at looking at it myself, what might others?
its making my hand tired fast probably.
i felt like an old man with some strange medicine smell on me.

i wish it could be over soon.

oh, i ggled about you.
thou you sounded realistic, you are fictional.
that makes realistically fictional.
to secrets i m not solving.
to listen i could have more than a ear.